I am sitting in the stuffy bus-like room waiting for my .NET class with nothing to distract my mind.
Sunila is on sick leave today(planned) *eye roll*. I wonder how peoeple manage to save up their sick levaes, I just have 3 hours left and desperately in need for a day alone at home.
Even though now I have a room to myself for all practical purposes(N spends the night outslde and T in the other room), and trust me it has a lot to do with the improvement in my mental state, still, there is delicious pleasure in having the house to myself. No sound except the ones I want, no judging eyes, no judging thoughts...
But, I guess I can wait for another month. Come September, and my sick leave would be back in my kitty.
I know I am just blaberring, but that is the whole purpose of this blog.
this one is not for artistic pursuits(not that I am capable of that anymore, by the look of my writing skills at the moment). This one is just anythiong I want to blabber about at any time of the day or night. Just a personal diary of my day.
Coming to today.
I am getting croostrained in .NET and it sucks, because this means that i am stuck in Hyderabad.
But I guess it could have been worse. I mean, i have begun to enjoy my room and my window seat. The solitude when N is gone and T is locked in her own room. The comfort of having a part of the world all to myself. I think Hyderabad is turning into a blessing I least expected.
I still don't have any friends to speak of, but I think the loneliness is giving way to peace.
Sometimes the craving for a friend does get overwhelming, but the spells are getting weaker and far in between.
As for .NEt itself, the programming and the varied concepts are scary, but it is quite similar to OOPS, which was one of my favourite subjects through college. Its strange but I am enjoying .NET more than DW and am even finding it easier to understand.
I recently watched the movie "Twilight" and was so fascinated by the idea of the love story of a girl and a "vegetarian" vampire, that I downloaded the the whole book series of four books.
I finally managed to finish it by 3am last night. thanks to which the reading vampire inside me is satisfied, but i am nodding with sleep, and the monotonous voice of the trainer is not hlping my drifting attention one bit.
i guess thats long for a diary entry, but I am afraid this is the way its going to be. once i start writing about what i am feeling or thinking, i just can't stop.
I guees i would better post this and get back to pretending to care why SQLSERVER can't have more than one rule bound to a field.. *Eye roll*
